Trees grow in all kinds of ways. They’re not all perfectly straight. Not every limb is perfect. Any little thing can be your friend if you let it be. I sincerely wish for you every possible joy life could bring. That is when you can experience true joy, when you have no fear.
In nature, dead trees are just as normal as live trees. Nice little clouds playing around in the sky. All those little son of a guns. Volunteering your time; it pays you and your whole community fantastic dividends. Let’s do it again then, what the heck.